Miraculous Moment #5 - Chapter 4 of - "If An Angel Didn't Perform a Miracle for Toby" - "Who Did"
- marynotme
- Jul 29, 2024
- 11 min read
Please Note That -
These 4 Chapter - Note "FOUR CHAPTER" - Spiritual-based postings -
Are Based on -
Our Rescued DOG - TOBY'S - "Squirrelly Documentary"
As Well As - His -
"Angelic" -
"SPIRITUAL EXPERIENCE"
Which had resulted in Our Final -
"Who Did It?"
Question
????
And That This Posting is - The Closing Chapter # 4 ... of This Spiritual-based Entry

Hello... Again
As I'd Mentioned... Back at the Closing, of - Chapter 3 of This Present Conversation...
It Was Basically... Because the Veterinarian-clinic was Closed "Yesterday"
(Just like it's Always Been... on a Sunday)
That - My Husband & I... Hadn't Driven up There....
In Search of a - "Logical" - Answer.
That Would Hopefully Help Us to Understand -
"HOW"
& Even - "WHY"
We'd Found the Sympathy Card & Letter,
That The Employees at This Veterinary Clinic have Sent us...
In Regards to our dog Toby's passing... a week ago today.
Just Laying There - in the EXACT SAME Location... of Our Front Yard...
Where Toby had Chased Frederick the 3rd to...
Prior to Him Being Brought Here - to This Very Clinic...
A Week Ago - This Morning

And Hence - This is Why -
I'm About to Have...
A Rather Interesting - "Questioning" & -
"Attempted-Explanatory"
Conversation
Between Myself -
& an Obviously - "Confused-Employee"...
Who's Currently Stationed Here - Behind, Their Main-entrance Counter
& All of Which - Had Actually...
Begun to unfold....
The Very moment, That I'd Entered...
& As I'd "Quickly Proceeded"... to Say -
"Hello...I Don't Know if You Remember me... But -"

"I Was in Here... a Week Ago This Morning...
With - My Husband & Our Dog... ... ... ... Sigh....
And... it Was Just, as You Were Opening Here...
That We'd Arrived"
(I now pause... for a quick, brief moment; in order to get a grip, on my emotions)
"And We Had Brought Our Dog Toby... in Here That Morning...
Because He Was Having "Extreme" Trouble Breathing"

The Receptionist - Quickly Responded -
"Yes I Remember Seeing You that Morning"

Myself -
"Then You Must Also Know...
That We Had Toby Put to Sleep Here... That Morning"

Receptionist -
"Yes I Remember"

Myself -
"Well... UMMMMM... The Reason Why I'm Here... This Morning...
I Suddenly - "Briefly" Paused.... While Quickly Finding Myself Feeling -
Rather Hesitant...
on "Trying" to "Somehow" - "Explain" -
The - "Unexplainable" - to a Complete Stranger -
!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ????????????? !!!!!!!!!!!!!
& so - After a "Quick" Deep Breath - During That Pause - I Continued -
Is Because... I'd Like to Ask You... Something... About... um...
About a - "Sympathy Card"...
That You'd All Signed... and Sent to Our Home Address"

Receptionist -
"Yes...
We've Sent You a Card...
And - You Should Be Receiving it...
Either Tomorrow - Tuesday...
Or Maybe on Wednesday - at The Latest"

Myself -
"We've Already Received it"
"As That's The Reason Why - I Already Know - That You Sent It"

Receptionist - & with a Really "STUNNED LOOK" on her face -
Responded with -
"WHAT DO YOU MEAN...
You - "ALREADY" - Received It.!"
!!!!!!!!!
"As That's -
"IMPOSSIBLE"
Since I Hadn't Dropped into the mailbox...
Until Thursday "Night"... Last Week...
After Work!"
And So They Wouldn't Have Gotten it From The Mailbox -
Until Sometime on Friday...
And They ALSO - Don't Deliver on the Weekends"
!!!!!!!

Myself -
"Well Actually.... That's Why I'm Here...
Because - "NOT ONLY" - Did We Receive the Card & Letter...
That You Sent us...
Yesterday - & Which was a Sunday"
BUT - It Was "ALSO DELIVERED"... Right Onto Our Property"...
And - "NOT" Put In The Regular Mailboxes" -
That Are Located All Together at The End of Our Road"
Receptionist -
"I'm Sorry - But Like I Said - That's Not Possible"
"As You -
HAVE TO UNDERSTAND THAT" -
"Because - We Don't Just Drop off - Any Cards or Mail...
To ANY House Address"
"And Because - Everything We Send -
Is Always Dropped into The Mailbox After Work - on that day"
!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
"That This is WHY - Like I Explained - a Moment Ago -
You Should Be Receiving the Card - by -
Either Tomorrow or Wednesday"
"As I Dropped it in the Mailbox after Work - on Thursday Night"
Myself -
"Yes - Well I'm - "SORRY as WELL" -
If What - "I AM TRYING" to "EXPLAIN" to You -
"DOESN"T MAKE ANY SENSE - to You"
"BUT - THE "POINT" - THAT I AM TRYING TO MAKE is THAT -
I Quickly Paused - And Took A REALLY DEEP Slow-Breath -
Before Speaking Another Word -
!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
As I Know That I'm Likely Going to Say Something &^%$$#@! - That I'll Regret -
To This "Obviously Confused" Individual - Who's Currently Wanting to Argue with Me -
About a Letter - That I'm Being "Told" - & Quite Clearly By Them -
That I "EVIDENTLY" - HAVEN"T RECEIVED - YET"
!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
& So - Following That Deep Breath - I Then "More Calmly" Continued to say -
I Already Knew - That You'd Sent - That Letter & Card to Us -
At Our "Home Address" -
SIMPLY BECAUSE -
It Was ALREADY Delivered... Right Onto Our Property...
At it Was "EVEN PLACED" Down... in a Certain Location...
Which I Don't Want to Try, and Explain to You...
At Least - Not Right Now"
Pause
"And so... Basically - What I'D "Simply" Like to Know -
Right "NOW" - is -
"WHO"
WAS IT -
That Had Delivered the Card & Letter to our Home Property...
And of course -
WHY - DID -
"THEY"
Just Lay it Down... on the Grass Section of our Property...
Where We'd Found it... Yesterday... on Sunday morning?"

Oh Dear - Evidently - This Flustered Receptionist - Is Suddenly -
Becoming Rather Baffled & Extremely Confused...
By "BOTH" -
My - "Simple Questions"...
And of Course - By This Evidently -
"UNKNOWN"
At Least To Her Personally -
"Postal Service Information"
As She Now Replies - in a Way "Louder More Affirmative Voice -
"LOOK ....
I AM SORRY....
BUT -
It's Just That...
WHAT YOU'RE SAYING TO ME... RIGHT NOW
MAKES "ABSOLUTELY" - NO SENSE"
!!!!!!!!
"SINCE - & LIKE I've - ALREADY EXPLAINED TO YOU -
THE CARD....
THAT WE SENT YOU...
WASN'T MAILED OUT - UNTIL LATE THURSDAY -
AFTER WORK THAT DAY!"
!!!!!!!!!!
"And Which is Why -
I KNOW - FOR SURE - THAT -
You -
CAN"T BE RECEIVING IT -
UNTIL - EITHER TOMORROW - Or WEDNESDAY"

After Once Again Saying - "LOOK - YOU'RE NOT LISTENING - To WHAT I'm "TRYING" - TO EXPLAIN TO YOU - WHICH IS THE - "FACT" - THAT -
WE'VE - "ALREADY RECEIVED" - THE SYMPATHY CARD - That You Sent Us
!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I Now - Quickly Decided... To Just - Quietly Stand There...
& Silently....
For a Brief Moment... Let This - Obviously Confused Person - Re-Process
"EVERYTHING"
That she's "VIVIDLY EXPLAINED"... to me...
Concerning... What I've "SIMPLY" Asked Her... to Help Me... Understand.
!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
& While She "Also" Processes "All" - of Her "FACTS" & "LOGICAL" Reasonings -
Along With -
"ALL" of The "Postal-Information" - That I've Provided Her With -
About This Whole Scenario...
??????????????????????????????
And of COURSE - With the "MAIN FACTOR" - Being That -
WE'VE - ACTUALLY - ALREADY RECEIVED THE CARD - THAT THEY SENT US
!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
As...
I'm "No Longer"... Personally -
Needing for Her... or Anyone Else - to Explain Anything - About This - to Me...
!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
As I've Suddenly - Figured Out...
And I'm Therefore... Able to Now "Fully Understand"... & Hence "Correctly Answer"...
That
"Simple Question"
For Myself

Because I'd Suddenly Realized...
Beyond the Shadow of - "ANY DOUBT"...
On that Monday Morning... While I'm Questioning that Fluttered Receptionist...
The Only -
"MIRACULOUS WAY" In Which -
That -
"Sunday-morning Delivery Scenario"
Could Have Ever Happened In The First Place

Which Explains Why -
I'm Currently... Now...
"Just Standing Quietly" Here...
In Front of This Reception Counter...
With a Big-Smirk on My Face...
While at the Same time... Trying Not to Laugh

Anyway... it was..
As I'd Continued... To Just Stand There...
While the Receptionist was "STILL" -
CLEARLY TRYING TO FIGURE OUT ...
"HOW" She Should...
Quote -
CONTINUE TO - "TRY"...
To (SOMEHOW) give this woman - a - SATISFACTORY....
(& - EXPLANATORILY ACCEPTABLE)
ANSWER...
To Her - "Impossible to Answer"-
"Postal Service Question"
????????????????????
Since She's (that Receptionist) Evidently -
STILL - UNABLE To GRASP - The -
"FACT"...
THAT -
WE'VE ACTUALLY -
"SOMEHOW"...
"ALREADY"
RECEIVED THE LETTER
That They Sent Us
!!!!!!
& ALTHOUGH - SHE HAS - CLEARLY TOLD ME...
THAT I "OBVIOUSLY" - "COULD NOT" - HAVE RECEIVED..."YET"

And Then...
After Her Pausing...
For a Few Moments...
While Continuing to Try & Gather... Both... Her "Common Sense" Thoughts...
As Well as - Get Her Brain's Basic "Logistics"... Both Back "Into Sink" Again...
!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
She -
Once Again...
"Attempted" - to Quote -
"STRAIGHTEN ME OUT"...
In Relation to What I'm Asking Her - to Explain to Me
???????????????????????
As She Once Again... Now That her "Logical-mind", is Settled Back Down...
Calmly Told Me -
"And So...
You Simply... Just Have to "TRY" - & Understand...
THAT - YOU WOULDN'T BE ABLE....
TO BE RECEIVING THE CARD....THAT WE SENT YOU...
UNTIL...
EITHER TUESDAY... LIKE I'VE ALREADY EXPLAINED TO YOU
OR on WEDNESDAY... AT THE LATEST...
SINCE - I DIDN'T MAIL IT UNTIL THURSDAY NIGHT"
!!!!!!!!!

OK folks...
I DID LAUGH NOW...
As One Can Only Hold Their "Suppressed-Smirks" in... & keep Any Laughter Out -
For - A Short Time Period...
Whenever They've Been Placed in Scenarios... Such as This One

Yup... I Suddenly - Couldn't Help... But Laugh Right Then...
As I Responded to this Obviously Confused Receptionist... This Time With -
"Yes...
Well - All I Can Say -
Is That -
I'm Actually - Suddenly Finding This Whole Thing...
Rather Humorous"
!!!!!!!
"& That I Suddenly - Can't Help -
But Laugh About - The Whole Event...
Because I - "SUDDENLY REALIZED"
"HOW"
We Received That Card...
On a - "SUNDAY"
Although The Post Office Was Actually Closed - on That Day!"
!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
"And - Although You Didn't Mail It Until Thursday Night"
"And YET You... Although You All Signed That Card -
And You All Know The Spiritual-Story - That You Sent us With it -
About Our Dog Waiting for us - at "Heaven's Gate"...
Are Evidently Unable to Explain - What Has Happened - or
More importantly -
"HOW"
Any of This - Could've Happened in the FIrst Place"
!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
"Which Again...
Is Actually Quite Humorous... at Least to Me...
Simply Because... You'd ALREADY ...
Actually "ANSWERED THE QUESTION"...
That I'm Came in Here Asking You About Today...
In The Card... That You'd Sent Us"
!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
"And... by the way...
Why Wasn't the Card Mailed to us...
Until Thursday Night... Rather than Sooner...
Since We'd Been Here, for That Appointment...
Early on Monday Morning???"

The Receptionist Replied -
"The card wasn't mailed out to you... until Thursday night...
Because it often takes, up to 4 days...
For Everybody Who Works Here...
To Have Done a Shift...
And so... We Had to Wait until Thursday to mail it...
So that Everybody Could Have an Opportunity to Sign it"
she pauses now...before asking me -
"But - What Do You Mean...
When You Say...
That - I've "Already"...
Told you...
How This Could Have Actually Happened"

I replied -
"I am saying that...
You already know.... the "Correct" answer...
To my Question, this morning"
Because -
You had in Fact... Actually - "ALREADY" Answered it...
for "Both" of us...
Through the Words and the Story that're - "Written in the Card"

She replied -
"I Still - Don't Understand"
I then ask her -
"Where Did You Tell Us... in The Card...
That Toby is Waiting for us?"
She Replied -
"At Heaven's Gate"
I then asked her -
"And Who... Is in Charge of Heaven?"
She replied -
"God"
I Then Asked -
"And What do "Angels" Do?
?????
She Replied -
"They Work for -
"God"
I then replied -
"EXACTLY... THAT'S THE WHOLE POINT...
That I'm Trying to Make Right Now -
"Because Don't You See...
How -
What'd Happened... With that Letter...
Actually Makes Perfect Sense"

"And that -
All That You Have to Do -
In Order to Answer the Question -
That I've Asked You This Morning...
Is Remember - and Think About How -
It is Through -
THE -
"LOVING CREATOR"
of -
"EVERY LIVING CREATURE"
That -
"ANYTHING"
At "ALL" -
Is - "In Fact" -
"MIRACULOUSLY POSSIBLE"
& - That "FACT" Goes for -
Even - Really Fast... & "Unexplainable"... Postal-delivery Service
AMEN

I'm Not Going to Bother...
Continuing to Share With You...
The Discussion Between... the Confused Receptionist, and Myself...
On that Particular Morning.
But Rather...
Upon Closing Today's (4 Chapter) Conversation...
While Also Ending the Discussion... That These Four Chapters are Based on...
I Would Like to Share With You...
What Having Toby in Our Life....
Had Actually Taught Us...

As Toby Had Demonstrated to us...
From the Moment in Which - He'd Moved into Our Home...
& Had Become a Member of Our Household
That Sometimes...
In Our Life...
We Need to Try and Remember...
"WHAT" - We Have in Fact Been - "BLESSED WITH"...
In Order to Not Dwell... on What We Have Perhaps Gone Without

He'd Also Shown us... How -
Whenever You See Something - Like a Goal or Dream - in Your Life...
That You Really Want to Pursue...
That the Only Thing that's Actually Stopping - or Preventing - You...
From Either Doing... Fulfilling - or Accomplishing it...
Is the Invisible Shields... and Barriers... that You Might Occasionally Encounter
But that -
You Just Have to Remember...
That Every Now and Then...
That Those Invisible Shields and Barriers - do In Fact - Get Opened...
And that... That is When... as You Suddenly Feel the Breeze of Opportunity...
Coming in At You...
That You Must "Quickly" run and Try & Reach... and Catch... Your Dreams

He'd Also Shown us Mortals...
That One Has to Stay Properly Focused... on Not Just -
Whatever They're Aiming For in Life...
But Also on... Where They're Heading.... During Every Moment of it
!!!!

He Had Shown Us - Time & Time Again -
During His Youthful Years - How...
There are Certain "INCORRECT" Choices...
That One Can Make in Life...
In Relation to What They Want to "TRY" & "Accomplish"
That Actually Won't - Get Them Anywhere...
Or Accomplish...or Even Prove Anything...
No Matter Where...
They Work on Them

But Most Importantly...
Toby Had Lovingly Taught Each One of us...
(& had Basically Shown us First Hand - Should I say "First Paw")
That It is When... You Truly Open Your Heart Up...
And Thereby Allow Others... to Be a Part of Your Life...
No Matter What Has Happened in Your Past... or What Others Have Done to You

That That Time Period - will Be The Re-born Moment -
IN YOUR NEW... SECOND CHANCE LIFE...
When You Can Now... Suddenly Be Able...
To Enjoy the New Life... That You've Been Given...
And the New Friends that You've Made...
By Simply - Not Allowing the &^%$#@! Buggers & Beings From Your Past...
To Affect What (and who) You Will Be Opening Your Heart Up to -
TODAY

And of Course...
Toby Had Also, Shown us How...
No Matter Where You Are Heading in Your Life
At Any Given Moment

That the People Who Are Close to You Right Now...
And "Also" Those... From Your Past...
Whom You'd Obviously...
Never Have Wanted to Travel Anywhere Without

Are - In Fact - Still With You... Right Now...
Although you might feel like...
And hence Unfortunately Believe...
That They Have in Fact... Been Taken from Your Current-Life
Because -
What We All Have to Remember...
And Continually Focus on...
Whenever We Lose a Loved one...
Like What Had Happened With Toby...
Is That... in the Same Concept...
As How They... Our Deceased Friends... or Loved Ones...
HAVE TAKEN A "LOVING" PART OF US... WITH THEM...
When They Departed, From this Earthly Dimension
That We Have to "ALSO" Try to Remember...
That We - "STILL HAVE LIVING IN OUR HEARTS"... Right Now...
A SPECIAL - "LOVING MEMORY" - PART - OF THEM
Which why the saying...
"IT IS LOVES THAT BINDS US...AND KEEPS US GOING... AS ONE"
Is so true...

And so....
As I say goodbye...for now...
And until I can Blog-Talk with you again...
I just want you to know that -
I TRULY HOPE....AND PRAY....
THAT ANYBODY WHO HEARS OF HOW....
TOBY HAD DROPPED THAT LETTER OFF FOR US...
WHILE HE WAS DOING ONE FINAL CHIPMUNK-RUN... THAT MORNING
AND AT WHICH POINT...
DURING HIS SPIRITUAL LIFE JOURNEY... or should I say "chase"
HE HAD DROPPED THAT LETTER OFF... FOR US...
JUST SO THAT HE... ALONG WITH - "HIS ANGEL"...
COULD LET US KNOW... THAT HE WOULD BE WAITING FOR US...
AT HEAVEN'S GATE...
WITH THE ANGEL THAT WAS TAKING HIM...
AND - THAT HE WOULD BE -
CHASING "THE SPIRITS OF SQUIRRELS & CHIPMUNKS"...
ON THE OUTSIDE AREA... of THOSE HEAVENLY GATES...
UNTIL WE JOINED HIM...
SO THAT WE COULD "ALL"...
FROM THE - MORTALS, THE DOGS, AND EVEN THE SQUIRRELS & CHIPMUNKS...
CROSS-OVER
"TOGETHER"

Signed
Mary Not Me
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