Miraculous Moment #8 - Chapter #3 - After Opening the Package - I Departed From St Augustine - With the my "Answered Prayer" Gift
- marynotme
- Mar 23
- 14 min read
Please Note that... as -
This is a "3-part Chapter" - Conversation-Posting

Hello Again...
I Hope You Won't Mind... My Sidetracking "Right From the Start" Today...
As it Is Just That - Before I Delve Any Further Into - The Next -
Explanatory-Section - of Miraculous Moment #8 -
Concerning How the Dragonfly "Symbolically-Came" into My Life
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I'd Like To be Able to Share with You First...
& Hence - Right "Here & Now" - In This 3rd Chapter Section...
Not Just - The Soul-Searching Anticipation - Which I Was Experiencing on That Day...
While Excitingly Reaching Down into...
& Carefully Retrieving From the Small Bag;
Which The Store Clerk Whom I'd Recently Mentioned in Chapter #2 Had Given Me...
"First" The Explanatory-Card - Shown in Next Photo Below;
That Was Accompanying "Something-????" - Still Unknown to Me - in a 1 by 2" Box
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Followed Next by -
Everything Else - That Had Metaphorically Unfolded - in Both My Mind & Soul -
Whilst Reading That Card - & Then Actually Discovering - What the White Box Contains

As I'd Like to "ALSO" Be Able - to Share With You - Right Now...
The Enshrining Emotionally-Ways - That I'd Quickly Found Myself...
"Once Again" Reminiscing Over -
Upon My Beginning to Memorably-Relive; With You Today -
The Very 1st Time - That I'd Actually Read Those Printed Words...
The Multiple-Ways in Which I've Learnt - Through & During Previous Spiritual Journeys -
Such as This One...
The Variable Ways in Which My (Our) -
"Spiritual Boss Upstairs"
Responds to "ALL" - of My (Our) Verbalized & Also "Silent" Conversations & Requests
Amen
& Yet - Not Always in -
A "Prayer Fulfilling-Response" or "Acknowledgement Form" -
As I (We) Would've Either Liked or Preferred - For Our Prayer to Have "Resulted" in!

& Which Explains Why - & How - I Had (Eventually) Learnt - Over the Years -
And More Often Than Not - the "Hard-Lesson Way"...
That The Phrases -
"Think Carefully First - of Whatever You Actually Pray For"
"Or Perhaps" -
"What - "Exactly" - You're Asking"
Our -
"Spiritual Boss Upstairs"
"To Do for You"
?????!!!!!!?????
Are Obviously Sagacious -
"Prayer Request" & "Warning Maxims" -
That We Should "Continuously" Try Our Best to Practice -
"Before" -
We Actually Verbalize... What We "Truly Want" - Our...
"Spiritual Provider"
To Somehow - Bless Either Ourselves (Personally) or Our Friends & Loved Ones - With

Now of Course - Please... Don't Ever Think That - I Am "Either Upset"...
Or - Feeling "Any Frustration - At All" Towards... My -
"Spiritual-Parent & Guide - Upstairs"
Because of -
"THEIR"
Prayer-wording Lessons
Like What I Just Mentioned to You
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As I'm Just Simply - Recollecting How...
Even My "Mortal-Parents" - Would of Also - Continually Done -
Exactly The Very Same "Parental" Actions - While They Too - Were Trying to Teach Me -
To Always Think Carefully "First"...
of The "TRUE" Meaning -
Behind the "Words" Which I'm Using - While Communicating With Others

& Hence... My Mortal Father Had Shown Me... Time & Time Again...
& Just Like My (Our) -
"Heavenly One"
Still Does!
That - I Should Always - Try to Be - "Really Sure"...
That - "Nothing" - Which I've Either "Said"... Nor "Asked"... Towards "Anyone"...
Could Somehow Be... Either Assumingly-Twisted or Misconstrued... By Others
For example - When it Comes To How Certain Words Can Be Translated -
In a Continuous Mixture of Never-ending Variants...
There's the Interesting Ways in Which -
We've Unfortunately Ended up - With Such a High-Multitude of -
Different Religions, Churches, & Non-Denominational Biblical-followers...
That're Each Using - The Very Same Written Words - For Their Denomination's "Instruction Manual"
And Yet - They Are Unable to "Fully" Agree on -
What "Exactly" Those Ancient-Words & Instructions - are Actually Telling us...
Concerning -
The Ways In Which We Are to "TRULY" Live-out & Fulfill Our Spiritual-Calling -
During Our Mortal Life
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Of Course - What I Personally Find Amusing - Is That - Not One of Those Churches...
That Have (During the Last 2 centuries) Broken Away From Another Church...
Basically Because They Didn't Agree on - The Way Certain "Scriptures" Were...
Being Translated by That Denomination; Which They've Chosen to Depart From...
ACTUALLY - Can't Seem to Understand - WHY Certain People "Such as Myself"
Have "Personally Chosen" to Break Away From - "All The Churches"
For The Exact Same Reason
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Of Course...
The Good News - I Guess - is That People Like Myself...
Have Now given Those Churches - 2 Things Which They (Each Denomination) Can -
Fully Agree on...
With # 1 Being That - We Should Always Try to Follow The Instructions in The Bible...
& # 2 Being - That People Like Myself - Don't Follow The Scripture-Words of Our -
"SPIRITUAL BOSS UPSTAIRS"
(& Although We Obviously Do)
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Oh Well - Fortunately For Me... & Many Others Out There...
We Know That - What a Church Thinks of Anyone - Doesn't Affect The Final-Outcome...
Because - As I Had shared With You in Another Previous Chapter -
I Was - During a Church-Judgmental Moment in My Life -
Being - Spiritually-Told - Directly By The -
"Spiritual Boss Upstairs"
"Mary - Be NOT AFRAID - of What Others Tell You -
For -
"I AM" The Final Judge Over All"

OK Now - I Hope You Won't Mind - Me Going Even a "Bit Further-off" Track Here -
But - It is Just That - Via - Me Re-living With You -
That "Verbal-translated Advice" - From My -
"Spiritual Parent"
Amen
I Found That - I Was Once Again Clearly Recollecting..
My Mortal Father Giving Me...
Over 50 Years Ago Now -
One of His Parental Lessons on - Wording - Translations - & Sentence Structuring -
Which Had Begun to Unfold - On The Day... That I Had Asked Him -
"Can I - Go Over To My Friend's House - Right Now"
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And To Which He Had Quickly Replied -
"Yes... You Can Go"
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& So - I Had Then... Ambitiously Proceeded to Put on "All" of My Heavy Winter Gear...
Since I Was Having to Walk a Rather Chilling-Distance to My Destination
& Which - I Might Add - Took a While to Complete - Due to All of The Layers of it
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BUT THEN - It Was - Upon The Exact-Moment - That I Reached for That Door-handle -
As I Had Assumed - That I Was "Finally" Able to Step Outside -
That - My Father - Calmly Looked Upward From Where He'd Remained Seated...
at The Kitchen Table (During All of My Layering-Preparations) & While Continuing to -
Quietly Read His Newspaper...
& "Now" (That I'm About to "Finally" Step Out That Door) Asked Me -
"Excuse Me - But Where Do You Think - You're Heading off to Right Now?"
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I (of Course) Quickly Replied -
"I Am Going to My Friend's House... Like I'd Asked You"
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He Replied -
"Oh No You're Not - As You Have to Finish Your School-Homework First -
Before You Go Anywhere"
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I of Course Replied -
"What Do You Mean?... I Heard You Clearly Say - That I Can Go!"
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He Calmly Replied -
"Yes... I Know That - I Said You "CAN GO" to Your Friends...
& Which You & I "Both" Know - That You "CAN" In Fact Do...
As You're Fully Capable of Walking Over There...
However - You Didn't Ask Me - Whether or Not - You "MAY" Go...
And We Both Know That - The Answer to That Question - Would of Been -
"No"... "You MAY NOT Go" - "Not Until, You've Finished Your Home-work"
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Um... Ok... I'm Sorry For "Side Tracking" There...
During This ALREADY - "Opening Sidetracking Conversation"...
However... It Is Just That - I Quite Often Tend to - Reflexingly Recall -
Some of My "Mortal Father's" Grammar-Lessons...
Whenever I'm Recollecting - Some of The -
"Verbalized into a Prayer-Request"
Experiences
That I've Received - Directly From My -
"Spiritual-Guardian"
Amen
As My Mortal-Dad... Had Always Worked Under The -
Well-known Written Paternity-Management Program - of My -
"Spiritual-Parent Upstairs"
And Therefore - Tended To Work Hard at Following - The Protocol-Words -
That Are Easily Found Written in -
"THEIR" Main Instruction-Manual

And So... Getting Back on Track Again Here...
& Although I Haven't Actually Been "Completely On It Yet" Today...
The Other "Prayer Point" - Which I Was Wanting to Make... is That -
Along With - What I Have Already Shared With You...
About Proper & Correct (& Safely Translated) - "Prayer or Conversation Wording"
!!!!!!!

What "Also" Amazes Me...
Is -
The Multiple-ways... In Which Our -
"Heavenly Maker"
Will "ALSO" Answer - Every "Single Prayer Request" -
That "Any" Mortal Gives -
"THEM"
In Such a "Blessedly Unique" & Angelically Personalized-Mannerism
Which is Both -
Suiting, Fitting & Hence Easily "Understandable"...
For The Person That's Currently Receiving -
"THEIR HEAVENLY"
Prayer-Answering Response & (or) Any of -
"THEIR" Spiritually Guiding-Messages - at Any Given Moment
Amen

And All of Which Explains Why... & How -
"Our Creator's"
Response -
To Any Person's Prayer or Spiritual-conversation...
Will Always... Make Perfect Clarified Sense...
To The Individual That The -
"Loving Powers That Be"
Is in Fact - Delivering - a Message - or Prayer Response-Answer To
Like Myself - During That Particular "St. Augustine" Moment in My Life
& Although... It Will Often - Not Make Any Sense "At All"... To Anyone Else

Of Course... Another One of The "Strong-Factors"... At Least For Me Personally...
That Makes -
"THEIR"
Prayer-Conversations...
With Each & Every - "Separate Individual"...
So Blessedly Unique... For Whoever... Is Asking My (Our) -
"Spiritual-Boss"
To Please - Somehow Help Them - to Be Able to Understand -
"Why" Certain Things are Occurring in Their Life... At Any Particular Moment
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Is The "Extremely Personal & Private-knowledge" Ways - in Which -
ONLY -
"THEY"
Are in Fact Able - To Be - Answering Each & Every Prayer-Question... Which -
"THEY"
Are Currently Receiving From Any One of Us...
Amen
For No Matter How Open & Honest... Any Person Has Ever Been...
At Any Given Moment in Their Life...
With for Example - Either Their Closest Friends or Family & Partnering-Acquaintances
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There Will Still Be... Extremely Personal Moments That Occurred in One's Lifetime...
That Only They Themselves...
And of Course - Our -
"SPIRITUAL-MAKER"
Amen
Will Ever Be "FULLY" Aware of
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Because Only -
"Our Creator & Spiritual-Guide"
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Knows Everything - That There is to Factually-Know -
About Every Living Thing - in The Whole Universe
Amen
& Which Explains Both - How & Why -
What Glorifying-ly Makes - Whatever We -
Personally -
Converse to -
"THEM"
Like What I Was Voicing-out - on The Upper Flybridge-lounge of That Boat...
Extremely Special & Inwardly-Calming
Amen
!!!!!!!!!
Is The Fact That - Thankfully...
"THEY"
(Unlike Mortals - Whom We Might Have Unfortunately - "Confidently" Spoken to)
Not Only Know - "Everything" That There is to Know - About Each One of Us"
AND are Therefore Able to 100% - "Fully Understand" - How We Are Currently Feeling -
Both Physically & Mentally - at Any Given Moment...
But - We Are Each "Also" Blessed With The Fact - That -
"THEY"
& Again - Unlike People We Might Have Confided in -
"Would NEVER"
Repeat - Nor Gossip-talk About - Whatever We've Personally -
Prayed - Nor Confessed - Over to -
"THEM" To Anyone Else

Anyway... As I Realize That - I Should Get Back on Verbal-Track AGAIN Here... Sighhhh
The Point That I Had Wanted to Make...
Before I Shared With You - How The Rest of This Moment In My Life Had Unfolded...
!!!!!!!!!
Is The Fact - That - "ONLY" - My -
"Spiritual Boss Upstairs"
Would of Known The Following Personal Things About Me...
Prior to When I Opened The Small Box - That Was Situated Below That Card...
In That Store's Bag
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For Nobody Else - Ever Knew That -
Beginning - From Way Back - & Even a Few Years "BEFORE" 1967...
& Which Means That Those Memorably Re-Lived Years - Were in Fact - "Over" -
a Decade-plus - Half a Century Ago - Today

That - I Had Begun to - On a Regular Bases... Often Wander off...
So that I Could Literally - Both "Physically & Mentally" - Be Sitting Here -
"All Alone"... In a Mortal-Sense of Those Words...
Near The Stream & Orchard-Pond (& Natural-irrigation Brook) Corner of Our Property
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In My Special - "Quiet & Completely Private Place"...
Which Was Really Well Camouflaged - In & Amongst - The Tall-Grassy Bank...
Located at The Steepest - "Lookout & Clear-Observation Edge" - of The Large Pond...
Located - At The Farthest Section of Our Family's Farm...
& Hence - Quite Distant From Where the 3 Farm Houses - Were All Situated
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As That Distant & Hence Completely-Private -
Pond of Amazing & - "Spiritually-Calming" - Reflections
Would Always Mirror Back to Me... All of Their "Undisturbed-Wonders"

Via - Everything Which Was Located - Both in it -
Like The Otters, Frogs & Turtles... Along with All of the "Finned Pond-life"...

As Well as - Everyone Feathered - Which I'd Always Enjoy "Silently" Watching...
From Where I Was Able to Remain Really Well-Hidden from Their Visual Field -
& While They Each Slowly Relocated Themselves - Along the Shore-Base Perimeter -
Or Traveled Directly Through the Inner Open-Section of The Pond

I Would Even - Periodically - Be Able to Watch The Deer... & Their Fawns...
While They Were Combining Their Greenery-feast of Nearby Foliage & Clovers...
With a Quick Pond-Quenching of Their Thirst...

And of Course... It Was Whenever I Was Able to Be - Quietly Sitting There...
With Only These Beautiful Wonders Anywhere Near Me...
That I Would Always Feel -
Closest to My -
"MAKER"

& Hence - Therefore - It Would Be During Each of Those Peaceful & Tranquil Moments -
There on That Ponds Bank...
That I Would Often be "Privately Discussing" -
With -
"My Spiritual-Parent Upstairs"
Certain Things - That I Felt the Deepest Need - to Talk to "Somebody" About
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Along With... of Course... What I Had Just Now Noticed... From That Viewpoint...
Concerning One of -
"THEIR"
Amazing Creations & Miraculous-Wonders -
That're Peacefully Co-Existing Here - & While Remaining Untouched by Humans

& All of Which...
Explains Why...
It Was Eventually - During All of My "Adulthood" Years -
& Which Had - Way to Quickly "Followed" -
Both Those - Childhood & Teenage Eras...
From Back When I Was Still Able to - Actually "Physically" Place Myself -
There at That Ponds Edge
Amen
That -
Thanks To The Heavenly-Clairvoyant Way in Which - All of My "Visual-Memories"...
Of That Ponds-bank... & Where I Would Be Seated There - in Those Tall Grassy-Reeds...
Where I Could Clearly Be Overlooking & Observing Everything...
That Was Unfolding - Both Between & Around Its Marshy Banks...
Like That of the Dragonfly - While Resting on The Pond's Reed
Had - During All of Those "Reflective & Private Conversation" Years -
Become So Well Embedded Into Me...
That They Were Eventually - As Clear in My Visual-Memory... As They Are -
In the Photo Below

& Which is Why (& How) - It Had Come to Be -
That Ongoingly - & Therefore - From that of My Early Childhood...
Right Into My Adulthood & Recent Senior-Years...
That -
My Hidden Place - of Peaceful Pond-Retreatment -
Is Where I - "Still" - To This Day -
Will Imaginatively Meditate-Myself Over To
Amen
Whenever I Close My Eyes...
& Deeply Focus - On Only What - I Am "Once Again" Wanting to Both -
"See & Hear"...
Via - Through Only The Natural Wonders of This Planet...
Along With - of Course -
"WHO"
Has Created Each One of Them - For Me (& You) To Enjoy in The First Place

And Hence - It is The Clarity of Those Visual Memories...
That Enable Me to Once Again... Meditational-ly Escape -
For Perhaps - Even Just a Brief Moment...
With Just Myself & My
"Spiritual Boss Upstairs"
Once Again -
Sitting There Together... On That Marshy Pond-Bank

& While of Course -
"THEY"
Are Hence - Once "Again" Answering For Me -
During Each One of Those - Meditation-Pond & Prayer - Visits -
Anything That May Be - Either Troubling or Worrying Me -
at Any Given Moment in My Life
Amen
& Hence - You Now Know Why -
That Pond is Where I Will - "STILL" - "Metaphorically" Be -
Finding The Answers -
To Questions - Like The Ones I Had Been Asking -
"THEM" While Standing on The Bow of That Boat...
& Around 3 Hours Prior to - When I Had - Read The Words on This Card -

& Then Opened -
The Little White Box -

My Husband & I Had Stayed at The Marina - Which I'd Mentioned Earlier...
For Two Nights and 1 Full day... Before Continuing on up The Eastern Shoreline
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And - We Had - of Course - Gone Into Many of That District's Shops & Galleries...
While We Were Docked There; in Historic St. Augustine
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And Yet -
I Do Not - Clearly Remember Any Other Shop - But The One...
Which I Have Shared With You Today
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As The Only Other "Clear" Memories - That I Have of That Time Period...
Are The Moments in Which - I Am Once Again - Feeling the Smoothness of -
The Painted - Positive Ponder Prayer Pebble - That I Had Comfortingly Held Onto -
& Taken With Me... During Every Step of That Historic Town...
& While Ongoingly Having - Many Comforting - Pond-Prayer Conversations...
While Doing So

& of Course - Although I -
"Didn't Know"
"YET" -
Nor Either - "Understand or Correctly-Grasp" The -
"TRUE MESSAGE" -
That I Had Been Given - Upon Receiving That Prayer Pebble...
With The Dragonfly Painted on It
Amen
What I Did Know... For Sure -
Was -
"WHOM"
It Was Actually From
AMEN
& That...
I Was Therefore - Being Personally Told By -
"THEM"
That -
"THEIR SPIRITUAL LOVE"
Was
Obviously Going to Continue to Be With Me - During This Whole -
"Transformation-Journey"
That I Was Currently Embarking on...
& of Course Especially - While I Began to Adjust to - a Whole New Life...
In a Completely Different Entirety - Than Where I've Previously Been Dwelling

& it Is - As I Relive That Day With You; Here in This Chapter...
That I Also - Once Again Clearly Recall - How The 2nd -
"Spiritual-Message Factor"
Which I Was - "Not" - Aware of...
"YET"
& Even Though - From That Day Forward - on That Continual Re-locating Cruise -
I Had Kept That Prayer-Pebble Close To Me... Wherever I Went...
And Had Therefore - Repetitively Looked at That Painted-on Dragonfly
Was The Fact That - I Was Actually "Not Supposed" to - "Just" Relax -
& Feel at "Full Inner Peace" - Like It Mentioned on That Card...
& Like I Would Always - Continue to Once Again Be Inwardly Feeling -
Whenever I Was Meditating Myself Back to that Pond...
& Peacefully Sitting There in Amongst Those Tall Reeds...
& Whilst Having Another One of My -
"Prayer Conversations"
!!!!!!
But Rather -
I Was Being "Metaphorically" Told - That Day in St. Augustine... & Directly by My -
"Spiritual Parent Upstairs"
That I Myself - Would in Fact - Soon Be Like The Dragonfly...
And Would Therefore No Longer Be Restricted - at All -
& Even Though - I Could No Longer Drive
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As I Would Soon - Within The Next Few Weeks...
Find Out that - One Does Not Need to Drive... In Order To Reach-out & Help Others
If They Can Suddenly Take Flight... Like The -
"Emerging Dragonfly"
& While Becoming "Even Closer" to -
"The Light"
While They're In The Process of Doing so

& Now... Before I Written-Conversation Close for Today...
I Want You To Know That -
It Had Come to Be - During the Second Day Following This One;
Which I've Just Finished Sharing With You
!!!!!!!
That I Will Not Only - Receive Yet "Another" Dragonfly... as a Gift...
But Rather - With That Next One - I Will Also Receive - a Clearer Message... From My -
"Spiritual Boss Upstairs"
Concerning Something - That I Am Going to Be Told - Miraculously Through -
"THEM"
That I Will Soon - "CONTINUOUSLY" - Be Doing For Others - From That -
"Spiritual Message-Moment"
Onward
Amen
& as I Continue to Get Closer To Taking -
Full
"Spiritual Flight"
The Moment in Which... I'm Miraculously ReBorn... Like that of a -
Hatching-Dragonfly... as it takes its First Flight into a Completely New Life Journey

This Conversation... Will Be Continued in -
Miraculous Moment # 9
Signed -
Mary Not Me
at -
whatisthenameofmyblog.com

& By The Way...
For Those of You Out There...
That Are Wanting To Have - The Same -
"Positive Ponder Prayer - PEBBLE" -
As I Was Given That Day... In That St Augustine Shop...
Or Any Other Artwork - That Has Been Done By - This Same Person...
I Want To Share With You - The Following Information
Amen
The Prayer Pebble Artist is -
Dawn D-C
& Her Email address is - dcprairie@gmail.com
and Her Facebook Page is - Prairie Patterns by Dawn D-C
Signed -
Mary Not Me
at - whatisthenameofmyblog.com
& - marynotme@gmail.com

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