Miraculous Moment #7 - Sidetracking Here for a Moment - to Explain My "Personal-based" - "Church Absenteeism" - During a Certain Time Period in My Life
- marynotme
- Jan 9
- 18 min read

Hello Again
And Welcome to Miraculous Moment # 7
Now - I Hope that You Won't Mind - But... ...
Rather Than Continuing on With -
"The Main "Current topic" of Conversation...
Concerning How the Dragonfly had Actually Become a Symbolic Part of My Life
!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I Would Like To - Temporally - Back-Track Here -
For Just a Brief Moment... Or Perhaps for this Whole Opening-Chapter; if Need Be!
So that I Might Be Able to Explain -
Why I Was in Fact...
Back Then - at That Particular Moment in My Life...
When I Had Been -
"Spiritually Asked"
To Give Up My Driver's License; & as I've Shared With You in the M.M. # 6 Chapters;
Prior To When My Husband & I - Had Departed on That Plane Trip
No Longer a "Member" of - "Any" Church or Congregation -
AT ALL!
At That Present Moment of - My
"Spiritual-Journey"
!!!!!!!!!!
& Why I Had in Fact - Previously Handed in My Membership - to a Certain Church That -
I Used to Attend on a Regular Bases; Around 23 Years "Prior" to The Events in MM# 6
!!!!!!!!!
& That - The Termination "Time Period" of That Church Membership -
Was in Fact -
Prior to When I Had Met... & Then Dated for 2 Years... & Married; My Current Husband

For You See... What Had Actually Happened - Was -
I Had in Fact - Been "Previously Married"...
For Just Slightly Over 4 Years... From The Age of 18 to (Almost) 23
& Long Before I Had Ever Met My Current Husband;
Whom I've Been Happily Married To Now - For Over 35 Years
!!!!!!!!
& I Had "Loyally" Remained Married to - That Abusive Person... During Those 5 Years...
Because the Option of Getting - a Legal-Divorce in The First Place;
When The Decision to do so - was Being "Based Solely" on -
The "Doctrines of the Church" - That I was a Currently (Back Then) a Member of -
Combined with the Opinions & Personal-based Comments -
That Would Often be Accompanying - the Judgmental Eyes of Certain Church-goers;
Whom I Was Continually Associating With Back Then -
Was Usually - a Quick & Straight -
"No"... "You Must Never Become a "Divorcee" Mary...
"No Matter What" - the "Marital-Circumstances" Might Be"
"As a "True Christian" Can Never "Biblically" Get Divorced" -
"Legally Yes" - But "Scripturally NO"
"No Matter What Their Marital Circumstances or Reasons Might Be"
!!!!!
In Other Words - My Current Religious (Church Doctrine Based) Beliefs -
Combined With The People I Was (Previously back then) Close Friends With...
During That (Long Ago Now) Time Period in My Life; Way "WAY" Back Then...
Is in Fact the Reason "Why" - "I Had Remained Married to an Abuser"

That Was -
Until The Day Had Arrived... When I Was Suddenly...
No Longer Needing to Protect - Just Myself - From Either Mental or Physical Abuse -
But - I Was Also Now... Responsible For The Protection & Wellbeing of -
A Mere & Utterly Defenseless Infant

Which Was Why - & How -
I Had Found The Strength in Me - To Sneak Out of The Building - Where I Currently -
"Resided With" - "That Dangerously Abusive Person"
& Please Note that - I've Used The Wording - "Resided With" in That Sentence...
As I Refuse to Tag or Label - "That Previous-Place of Residence" - as an Actual "Home"
!!!!!!!!!
For a "Home" is What I Grew Up In... & What I Currently Live in Today...
Unlike The "Negative-aura Place" That I Was Fleeing From... over 43 years ago
In The Dark & Still Hours of The Night...
With Just a Self-Defenseless Infant Wrapped In the Warmth of a Blanket...
In My Right Arm...
And Everything That I Needed to Feed & Care For The Child; in The Left!
For All That I Had Taken For Myself, Was The Clothing I Currently Wore;
Since The Only Thing That Mattered - To Me Personally - Was That Infant's Safety
!!!!!!
In Fact - That Wee Defenseless Infant... Had Likely "Saved Me" That Night...
Although - Not In The Same Way - As I Had "Protected" Them - From Any Harm!
For They Had (Completely Unknowingly) Bestowed Upon Me -
The "Protective Inner-Strength" - That Comes Forth in Most Female Species -
The Moment in Which - She Becomes a Watchful & Caring "Mother"

And It Was During That Fleeing-scenario -
& In Order to Be Able to Protect a Mere Defenseless Infant -
That -
In About an Hour After... I Had Gotten Far Enough Away... From All My Fears...
& Was Currently Back Then...
Hiding-out in The Unlit Home of a Nearby Residence...
Whom Had Kindly Taken Me (us) in...
& Had Then - Quickly Turned Off - All of Their House Lights -
So As to - "Not Attract Any Unwanted Visitors" - Towards Us!
!!!!!!!!!
That - I Was Soon Afterwards... Being Given a Ride - To a Women's Shelter...
Which Was of - a Unknown Address; to Everybody Except the Police!
!!!!!!!!!!
& Then - It Would Have Been - Within a Few More Weeks...
Following That - Dark of The Night "Infant-defense Based" Departure...
That I Was Finally Now - Able to Come Out of "Protective-Hiding"...
Now That a - Court Ordered Restraint - Was Legally in Place -
Against My Long Ago Now... Abusive Ex-husband

And so... Ok Now -
Please Note That -
The Reason Why - I Am Sharing This Information With Complete Strangers Today...
Is Because I Feel a -
"Spiritual Calling"
For Me to Emphasize - to Whomever Reads My Upcoming Blog Posts...
Including Todays... And Even The One's Which I've Already Posted...
What Had -
"Spiritually Happened"
To Me...
Prior To My - Escaping a Life-threatening Situation - in the Dark of The Night!
!!!!!!!!!
For You See - I Had Experienced - Around a Week Prior to That -
Dark of the Night Departure...
What I Often Like to Refer to as -
"A Visionary Dream"

Where Unlike Any "Normal Dream" That One Might Have...
That Dream...
& What Had -
"Spiritually Occurred"
Both - "During It" - & For a Lingering Time Period "Afterwards" -
Was -
"So Realistic Feeling"
That The Person Who Had the Dream (& in This Case - I Myself) -
Is (was) Actually Having To Somehow Convince Themselves...
That It Didn't (Hadn't) - "Actual Happened - In Real Life" -
Upon Their Awakening From It
!!!!!!

And It Was In (& During) That - "Visionary Dream" - That -
I Had Found Myself Sitting at - What Felt Like - My "Current Home's Kitchen Table" -
And Yet - It Is (Was) a Completely "Different" Kitchen Table -
From The One - Located in The House, Where I Was Still "Currently Residing";
With My Abusive-Ex and the Defenseless Infant-Child
!!!!!!!!
And It Was - As I Sat There - In That Dream -
All Alone - At That -
"Spiritually Visioned"
Kitchen Table -
That I Had Begun to Cry - Whilst Also Being Filled with the Utmost Level of Fear -
While The People From The Church Stood There (in That Dream) Staring Down At Me...
& Began Saying to Me -
"You Know That - You're Not Behaving Like a Good Christian Right Now Mary! -
And That - You "Must Listen" To What We're - "Telling" You - Right Now -
That You - "MUST DO" !!!
Because - Either You Do - As "WE" Are Telling You... That "You MUST DO"...
Which is - For You to -
"Completely Forgive" -
& to Then - Give The Person Whose Hurt You in The Past - Another Chance"
Or - You Must Otherwise Be Prepared - For the -
"Negative End-Consequences"
Which We're Telling You - Right Now - -
We Know for a "Fact" - That You - "Will One Day Have to Face" -
Through -
"God Himself"
Upon The - Final Judgement-Day"
!!!!!!!
BUT THEN
& As I Sat There - At That Kitchen Table -
While Being - "Mortal-based Judged" - By a Few of The Church's Actual Elders -
& Was Thereby Feeling - Emotionally-Terrified... & Religiously-Scared -
To the Highest Level of - "Judgmental-based Fear" -
In What Was Truly a - "Realistic-Dream"!
SUDDENLY
In That - "Visionary Dream" -
This -
"Glowing Light of Pure Love"
Had Broken Open... And Quickly Radiated Outward - From Both My Heart & Soul...
During That Very Same Moment - In Which...
This Spiritually-Structured "Protective Dome" of -
"PURE LOVE"
Was Suddenly - Being Placed Over Top of - My Extremely Frightened Mortal Shell...
!!!!!!!
& At Which Point - I Had Suddenly Heard The Following Words -
Being
"Spiritually Spoken"
To Me - In That Truly Realistic "Visionary-Dream"
"Mary... Be Not Afraid... of What "Others" Tell You... For -
"I AM"
The -
"FINAL JUDGE"
"OVER ALL THINGS"

& I Had Suddenly Then - Awoken From That -
"Visionary Dream"
And It Was... While Laying There - Questioning What I Had Just Now -
"Realistically" Dreamt...
That I Could Instantly - Physically Tell - Right Then - That -
The Very Same -
"Spiritual-Dome"
of -
"Pure Love"
That Had Miraculously Come-over Top of - & Had Then - Somehow Filled-Me...
During That -
"Visionary Dream"
Was in Fact "Still" - Both In & All Around - My Now Awakened Mortal Shell
!!!!!!!

Hence - I Had Then - Quickly Risen Up From That Bed...
From Which I've Just Now Awoken...
& Had Then - Once I Was Firmly Positioned - & Had Also Confirmed That The Dome of -
"Spiritual-Love"
Had in Fact Remained Positioned - Directly Over-top of Me...
For I Could Still - "Physically Feel" -
"IT's"
"Loving Spiritual Presence"
So Strongly in Fact -
That I Could Almost Basically See -
"IT"
Although
"IT"
Was Obviously Not of a Solidified-Form - Like That of Our Mortal Shells
!!!!!!!!!

& I Had Then Cautiously... Begun - To Take Just One (Rather Slow) Step Sideways...
& Had Then - Stepped on Back Again - to My Original Standing-place...
& After Which - I Had Then Continued Doing-so... Stepping Back & Forth...
a Few More Times... While Doing-so a Bit Faster Each Time...
So That I Could Somehow Find Out - If in All Realistic-Forms of Truth & Actuality...
If -
This -
Miraculous-Dome of -
"Spiritual-love"
Which I Could in Fact - Still - Both -
"Outwardly & Inwardly Feel"
Would Actually - Remain With Me... No Matter Where I Stood
!!!!!!!

But Then - Unfortunately -
My Abusive-Ex Partner - Had Suddenly Awoken -
& Quickly Turned Towards Me... With Their Glaring Eyes - Emotionally-Daggering Me -
While Sharply-Asking -
"What on The Earth are You Doing?!!!?"
!!!!!!
& During Which Milla-Second I Had - of Course -
Suddenly Become Frozen-still... !
While Quickly Replying -
"Nothing!... I'm Not Doing Anything!... Just Go Back to Sleep!"
!!!!!!!!!
I then Fleetingly Left That Room...
While of Course Wondering - More Than Ever -
What The -
"Spiritual-Meaning"
of This Realistic -
"Vision-dream"
Happening to Me - this Morning...
Actually Was
??????????????????????????
While Also Knowing That - It Was To Become My Secret - Between Just Myself & My
"Spiritual Boss Upstairs"
As
"IT"
Continued To Bring - the Most Powerful Feeling of -
Peace & Comfort to Me - For Almost The Full Remainder of That Day...
While I Ongoingly Felt -
"THEIR"
"Dome of Pure-Love & Spiritual-Protection"
Continuously Moving With Me - During Each New Step I Took

And It Had Then - Come to Be - Within Less Than a Week Following That Dream...
That I Had in Fact - Escaped in the Dark of the Night...
Just Like I'd Envisioned & Already Shared With You - in That Dream
While Still Unaware... At That Actual Fleeting-Moment; Back Then...
of The Predestined Connection - Between That "Realistic Vision-Dream"...
And The Place Where I Would Soon Now Be Residing
!!!!!!
& I Had of Course... Logically Thought - And Hence also Believed -
Back During - & in the Months Following - That Fleeting Separation...
That -
As Long as I Had The "Legal Aspects" Taken Care Of...
That This Mental & Physical Abuser - Would Not Have - Any "Fighting-Powers" -
or "Blackmailing tools"
To Use Against Me....
In Order To - Legally or Perhaps "Mentally" - Force Me - To Return To Them
Where the Child & I - Would Then Be Having To Resume Living - Once Again -
In That Dangerously Abusive Relationship
!!!!!!
But - I Was Evidently "Quite" Mistaken...
Because I Had Never Thought... Nor Considered the Fact...
That The Abusive-Ex Would Ever "Think to Use" -
"The Church Members... & The Elders of a Christian-based Congregation"
To Win That Marital-Battle - For Him
!!!!!!!
But Yes... That Is Exactly What He Spearingly Did...
!!!!!!

By Him (During The Months Following My Taloned-Escape) Suddenly Behaving -
Like as if He (the Ex) Was Simply Just -
One of "Those" - "Poor Lost Sheep"...
That Was Obviously - "Just" Needing to - "Somehow" Be Rescued...
From All of Their (Innermost & Satanically-High-bred) "Past" Mistakes... & Sins
!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
And To "SOMEHOW" Be Forgiven...
For "Whatever Mistakes & Sins" They Have Made in the Past
!!!!!!
& While Doing so - During The Very Same Time Period -
That They (the Ex) Were Also Now -
Suddenly Attending - The "Very Same" Church - & The Social-Functions Attached to It
That I Was a Current Member of -
(But Where They - the Ex - Had Never Yet Set Foot in Themself... Until I Had Left Them)
& While He Was Now - Suddenly PRETENDING -
While Also Telling - All of Those Whom He Met At the Church Functions & Gatherings -
That He Was Desperately in Search of -
Finding - "TRUE Forgiveness" -
"For Everything Evil - or Wrongful -
That He'd Done or Inflicted-upon - Another Person -
& Especially Upon - Both Myself & the Infant -
In The Past"
!!!!!!!!!

And Hence - That is Why -
It Would Have Been - After a Month of The Ex - Continuously Fellowshipping -
With Both -
The Regular Members & The Church Elders - of That Very Same Congregation...
That I Myself was Currently a Devoted Member of...
That I Had Suddenly Found Myself Sitting There... at My Kitchen Table...
of My Just-Recently Moved Into (relocated to) Residence
While Being Filled With the Utmost Fear - While I'm Being Judged & Told By "Them" -
(Them Being - The Wiser Than I - Elders of My "Current" Church)
That I Am (Was) Obviously Behaving Like - a "Unforgiving Person"
Who "Clearly" Wasn't (Isn't) Doing "As" - or "What" -
"God"
Would "Obviously" Be Wanting Me To Do
!!!!!!!!!
Since I'm Currently Sitting There - at That Kitchen Table - & "REFUSING" -
To Listen to & Follow - Their Biblically-based Solidified "Opinion" -
And Their "JUDGEMENTAL" Advice -
& THEREBY -
RETURN (with the Defenseless Infant) TO MY ABUSIVE EX
!!!!!!!!!!!!
And They Couldn't Understandably-Grasp Why -
I Was - Refusing to Return to That Abuser -
EVEN THOUGH -
They (The "Wiser than I" Elders) Were Now Standing There -
& Clearly "Telling" (Not Asking) Me - That I "MUST" Forgive... That Abusive Person -
And That I - MUST Also - After Forgiving Them - Then Go Back To -
The Very Same Person - That I've Lived in Constant Fear of
!!!!!!!!
And At Which "Actual" (& Not Just a Visionary-dream Now) Moment in My Life -
I Had Weepingly (& In Real Life) "Told Them" - That I Simply Could Not Do That...
Under Any Circumstance!
As I Was Having to Protect - Not Just Myself - But also a Mere Defenseless Infant!
!!!!!!!!
& at Which Point - They Had Then - Quickly & Bluntly Replied -
"Then You Are Obviously Not a - "True Christian" Mary!"
"Or Else - You Would Be Able... Without Any Problem - To Totally Forgive That Person...
No Matter What They Have Done to You...
or How Much You're Afraid of Them Harming The Child!"
"& So - Yes - We Can Clearly See - Right Now - That -
You Simple Do Not - FULLY Trust in God - To Take Care of & Watch-over You"
"And - We Also Know That -
If - You Can't "FULLY TRUST"
God
That You Are Obviously "Not" a True Believer!"
!!!!!!!!!!!
BUT THEN -
It Was - SUDDENLY - at The - Very Same Moment -
& While I Sat There Crying... In Real Life... At That Kitchen Table...
& As Those Judgmental-Words Were Being Placed Upon Me - by My Church's Elders!
That I Had Mercifully Looked Upward - & Right Into Their Judgmental Eyes...
At The Very Same Moment In Which - I Had -
Instantly "Awoken" Now - to The -
"FACT"
That I Was Currently - Sitting Here - at The "Very Same Kitchen Table" That -
I Had Been Sitting At -
During That -
Miraculous Visionary-Dream

Which Explains How - It Had Come to Be -
That I Was Suddenly - Now Able... At That Precise Moment -
To Look Straight Upward - & Right Back-Into - Those Church Elders "Judgmental Eyes" !!!!!!!!!!!
And With - "Tears No Longer Blurring" - My Visual-field of Them -
Say In Utter Confidence - Directly Towards Them -
"Say Whatever You Want - BUT - I Am Telling You Right Now -
That You Are Not Going To Scare Me - Into Going Back to That Man -
Because I Know "For a Fact" & Also Deep in My Heart -
That -
"Neither You" - or "Any Church" - Is The -
"Final Judge"
Over Whatever I Have Chosen to Do!"
"And I Also Know That - It Is My Job to Protect That Child - From All Harm!"
"And So - If That Is The Way You Feel -
Then You Can Just - Go Right Ahead -
& Keep Welcoming The Other Person Into Your Church -
But in Order to Protect The Child -
I Myself -
Will No Longer Be Coming Back to It...
In Fact - I Would Like To Give Up My Membership - Right Now -
If That Is What You're Saying I Must Do"
!!!!!!!!!!!!

And So - That is "Exactly" What I Had Personally Chosen to Do -
Over 41 Years ago Now
!!!!!!!!!
BUT - However -
Please Note that -
Just Because I Walked Away From - a Certain Church - That Day...
It "DOES NOT" Mean - That I Have Ever -
Walked Away From - Or Have Ever Given Up On -
Believing in - & Still Following - The Ongoing Advice of - My -
"Spiritual Boss Upstairs"
With a Big "Amen" Please - to That Up-Front Fact
!!!!!!!
For I Still Do Believe In - and Therefore I Also Still - Try To Always Follow -
The Written Words in the Bible -
But -
I Now - Personally Translate - The Meaning Behind Each One of Those Words -
By Not "Just" What Another Person "Tells Me" -
That Those Written-Words - Are Instructing Us - to Each Do - Every Day of Our Life;
Just Like What Those Elders Were Telling Me - That I "Must Do" - If I Wanted to Please
"Their God"
When They Had Laid Their "Personal Mortal-Judgement" Upon Me That Day -
In My Kitchen
!!!!!!!!!!
For I Have Noticed - & Learnt - Through My Own Personal Experiences -
During These Previous 38 Years -
And All of Which - I Am Currently Feeling The Calling - To Now Share With Others
That -
The Biggest (or Perhaps "The Only") Flaw...
That Many of These Different Churches -
And or - Certain Christian-based Denominations -
& Even Certain "Devoted Bible-Studiers" -
Have in The First Place!
Is Their - "Personal Perspectives" of -
"What Exactly"
The Bible is - IN FACT - Saying - That We Must Each Do...
If We Are Wanting to Truly "Please" -
"What & Whom"
I'll Often - Personally Refer To as -
My -
"Spiritual Boss Upstairs"
!!!!!!!!

For I've Noticed- During These Previous 38 Years - That Certain Churches & Religions -
Will Each - Hold The "Very Same Book of Scriptures" High Up - There at Their Alters -
or Perhaps Use "That Book" - During Their Bible-studies
While Proclaiming That The Words - That Are Written in That "Very Same" Book...
Are In fact -
"Our Loving Creator's" - "True Words"
And That We Mortals - Must Therefore Follow "ALL" of -
The Instructions & Advice - That Are Being Given - to "All of Us" In "That Book"
BUT -
They (Unfortunately) Can't Seem To Be Able - to Agree - With One Another...
On What Exactly - Those -
"Heavenly-Written Words"
Are In Fact - Telling Us
That We Must Each Do
!!!!!!!!!!!
& All of Which Explains Why - & How - it Has (Had) Come to Be -
That I Have (& Still Do) in Fact - "Periodically" -
During These last 38 Years -
Joyously Attended - Quite a Large Multitude of - Different Churches -
& While at The Same Time -
That I've Be Looking Farther (& Delving More Thurley) Into -
The Basic-Foundation of - Different Religious Denominations...
That Each Have "Quite Different" & Basically a Rather "Large Variable-Aspects" -
of - Church-doctrine Based - Translated Perspectives -
Concerning Whatever The Quote -
"True Meaning"
of -
"God's Own Written Words"
That Are In Fact - Found "Only" in -
"The Bible"
That They Each Devotionally & Faithfully - Use as Their "Solidified" Guide Book
Actually Are
!!!!!!!!!
& Which is Why - I Have Simply Not Become - "Tied Down" Again -
To Any Single One of Them...
For I Have Discovered - During These Last 38 Years -
That -
Every Church - & (or) Each Denomination -
or Even an Individual's - "Personal Religious Belief" -
Will Each - Have Their Own - "Positive & Negative Perspectives" -
Concerning What a -
"True Follower of - Our Mortal Creator"
Actual Is -
And What We - Should in Fact - Each - Actually Believe in -
& What The Actual "Scriptural-Words" - That We Should Always -
Try Our Hardest to Live By -
Are In Fact - Telling Us - Via The Bible - That We Must All Do
!!!!!!! ?????? !!!!!!!
For Each Church's & Denomination's Doctrine - or Each Individuals Biblical-perspective -
Is (Each One) Being Based on - & Then Concluded by - & Then Operated & Run -
By Some (& Mainly the - Church-Chosen Ones) of us "Mere Mortals" -
Who Will Each - Naturally Have -
"Their Own" - VERY PERSONALIZED - "Mortal Imperfections"

And Thereby - Each "Church-attending" Mortal Will -
Naturally Be - Basing That Religion's (or Church's) Belief & (or)
That Church's Doctrine-Foundation -
Or Perhaps - Their Own Personal Mortal-based Beliefs -
On Either - a Imperfect Human's Conclusive Religious-Outlook -
or - On a Imperfect Mortal's Perspective
?????????
And so Hence -
My point is -
How Can Any Person - Ever Expect a
IMPERFECT - "Mortal-Run" or a "IMPERFECT Mortal-Founded Church" to be -
"Perfect"
And With Absolutely No Flaws Attached to It-
Just Like That of -
"Our Creator - & My Spiritual Boss - Themselves -
Would Obviously -
"BE"
& Has Clearly -
"ALWAYS BEEN"
& HENCE - WILL ALWAYS - Ongoingly - "CONTINUE TO BE"

Which is Why -
The Point - That I am Wanting to Make Right Now -
& Before I Delve Any Further Into Sharing My Spiritual Journey With Others...
Or Even How The Dragonfly Had in Fact - Become a "Spiritual-Part" of My Daily Life...
Is The Simple Fact That -
If You're a Person That is Currently -
Either a Member - or Perhaps a Periodical-Attender of a Certain Denomination...
And You Currently Feel Really Close to -
Not Just - The People Who Attend it - & Worship - With You -
But You "Also" Feel Really Close to -
"Our Spiritual Creator"
Whenever You Attend That Denomination...
Then Please Note That - I Am Truly Really Happy For You...
For The Greatest Thing That We Can Give One Another -
Is in Fact - What Our -
"Loving Creator"
Has Bestowed Upon Each One of Us... In The First Place...
Which is - The Ability to -
Love One Another - In The Same Ways as God Has Loved Us -
Along With - The Ability To Fellowship Together - With One Another -
For It is Whenever We are Gathered Together - Like We Are While Attending a Church -
That We Are Then Able - to Truly - Strengthen One Another...
In a "Multitude of Ways"...
While Also Being Able to Fully-Support Our - Fellow Spiritual-Believers -
During Tribulations & Difficult Moments in Their Life
Amen

BUT -
Also Please Note - That -
While I Am In Fact - Truly Happy - That "Some" of You Out There -
That Are Reading My Spiritual Journey Postings -
Are Truly - The Fortunate Ones - Whom Have in Fact - Found -
& Are Thereby Able to - Continually Receive -
Proper - Fellowship & Spiritual Growth -
In Either a Church or a Hall - or Any Other Form of a True Believer's Gathering Place
!!!!!!
That I Am "Also" Wanting - Those of You -
Who Are Reading My Spiritual Journey Blog Posts...
And Are "NOT" at This Moment -
An Actual Member - Nor Even a Periodic-Participant -
In Any Church or Fellowship-Gatherings...
To be Able To - Fully Understand -
The Simple Biblical -
"Fact" -
Which is That -
You "DO NOT" Actually Need To Be in -
Nor Ever Become an - Actual Member of -
Any Church or Denomination Out There -
In The First Place -
In Order to Have... The -
"Same Spiritual Boss upstairs"
Continually Guiding You -
In Your Daily Life...
In The Very Same Ways In Which -
"They"
Have in The Past - & Currently Are Right Now - And Hence "Always Will Be" -
Guiding Me In Mine
Amen

In Other Words -
As I Continue to Relive My Spiritual Journeys With You -
I Want You To Always Remember The Fact -
That My
"Spiritual Boss upstairs"
Has Continuously -
Spiritually-Spoken to Me -
And Has Ongoingly Answered Any of My Current Question -
& Had (& Still Does) Lovingly Remove All of My Fears -
While I Was in Fact -
All Alone In a Hospital -
All Alone in a Park -
All Alone In My Home -
Standing at The Service Counter In A Department Store -
And Even in My Spiritual-based Dreams
!!!!!!
And so - Hence - The Basic Point I Am wanting to Make Today is -
The Fact That -
If
"THEY"
My -
"Boss Upstairs"
Also Known As -
"Our Creator"
& Often Referred to as -
"God"
Can - IN FACT - Do That For Me - In My Lifetime
Then
"THEY"
Can Obviously Do The Same For Many Others - Like You - In Your Lifetime

And So...
As I've Obviously Taken "Way" Longer Than Intended -
Back at The Start of Today's Written-Conversation...
To Explain & Share This Information With You
& Which Is Actually of No Surprise... at Least Not to Me Personally...
As I've Never Yet - So Far - Been Able to Do a - "Quick & Short" Explanation -
of "Anything" Yet
!!!!!!!!
I Am Going to Bring Today's Conversation to a Close...
In Hope - of Course - That You Will Be Able to Continue to Join Me...
As I Relive - Through These Written Blog Posts - My Spiritual Journeys...
The Lessons in Which I've Learnt From Each One of Them...
& of Course... My Current Explanatory Posts... That Based on -
"How The Dragonfly Was Brought into My Life"

& Until We Blog-Meet Again...
May Your Days Be Ongoingly Filled - With The Same Spiritual Joy as Mine Have...
And May You Also - Be Able to Ongoingly Find - Peace & Joy in Your Daily Life...
While of Course - Ongoingly Be Covered -
In The Same Tingling "Spiritually Touched Feelings" of Those Loving Goose Bumps;
Which Many of the People That I Have Verbally-Spoken With...
About My -
"Boss Upstairs"
Will Often Say - They Can Suddenly Feel - Themselves Being Touch With
While Always Remembering That -
Another Person - & Mere Mortal Like You & I - is NOT The Final Judge in Our Life -
Simply Because - Any Person -
Who Does Lay "Their Personal" Judgement - Upon Any Other Person -
Will "Each" Have to One Day...
Answer To -
The Very SAME...
"Spiritual Boss Upstairs
As You & I - Will Also Have to Answer to
Amen
Signed
Mary Not Me
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